today, my first ever "art handler" arrived at my home to pick up my images and transport them to the art gallery at Johnson & Johnson for my upcoming show. it was quite a treat. i felt so pampered, like a "real" artist for a change, not an impostor.
that is how i usually feel at shows, like a poseur, especially at openings. i am terribly uncomfortable with all the hoopla surrounding an art opening and i find myself anxiously awaiting my first chance to bolt. i've even been known to try to bribe my husband Louie to take my place at openings. i hate milling around, making small talk, schmoozing, and networking with artists, clients, curators and gallerists. perhaps because i'm just awful at it.
unlike many artists, i cannot stand to talk about my own work. i have always felt the viewer brings meaning to the art. this suggests
to me that i should not be blathering on and on
to you about what my art is trying to say. i should be quiet and respectful and allow you to look and make your own discoveries. if you have a question, i should try to answer it, if i can. but i shouldn't corner you by my piece and bend your ear for over an hour about the deep, vital significance of my work. this makes me a not very good artist i'm afraid, especially in the marketing department.
in my ideal world, i would go happily about making my images. my work would eventually find its way to a small, intimate, simpatico gallery, where people would see it and fall absolutely in love with it
on their own... without my input, or the advice of a gallery owner or art consultant. occasionally people would discover they just had to have one of my images... just often enough to keep me supplied with film, paper and chemicals... and my work would wind up, hanging happily ever after, in the perfect place in their homes, hopefully, all across America and beyond its shores.
of course, an art handler would always come to pick up my work and deliver it to the gallery. is that really too much to ask for?
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Bordentown Marsh (2), 2011, on its way to J&J |